The END TIMES of POLARITY

Sixth Chakra: Third Eye/Brow. Location: Central cavity of the brain, centered above the eyebrows.Function: Known as the psychic energy cnetre, this chakra is highly active in mediums. It's basis is the intuition faculty and governs our senses. It is the link from which we perceive the higher zones and higher planes. It's essence is within the astral and dreaming worlds. Symptons of a blocked 6th chakra might include Headaches, Blurred Vison, Blindness and Eyestrain.ASSOCIATED COLOUR: Indigo ELEMENT: Light.

This copied and pasted "blurb" is one of the many hits i've made along my internet highway hitch-hiking tour this evening. i've gone from one new, exciting idea to another, by way of following each idea's lead into its interwoven off-shoots.

i highlighted the word INDIGO because i laid down that word in a card game called "quiddler" today. it's like scrabble, but with cards. this word's emergence in the game fascinated me, and fascinates me more now that i have read this page's information; because i happened to be in the back seat of my dad's car, crawling along in blustery, dangerous weather conditions on the highway toward home, when it appeared. the driving was painstaking and nerve-wracking. we didn't have 4 wheel drive, and the wind was so strong, it was causing nearly complete white-outs of snow across the windshield. it was hard to see the road at all.

as we were inching slowly and carefully over one of the bad mountain passes, i sensed mom's presence and protection. i said, "mom is here, and she wants us to know that out roadside angel team is here and working to keep us safe". this is something mom would say, i guarantee you. sometimes we would roll our eyes when mom would mention "parking angels", who would help you find a good parking space if only you prayed to them and remained open for their response; and other such idealistic characters. i don't roll my eyes at the idea anymore. in fact, i am becoming more and more interested in the things mom was all ABOUT. not just what she liked, or whose books she read, but what motivated her to follow her sacred path of goodness and LOVE.

anyway, a few moments later, the sun poked a hint of its glowing essence through the wall of white-gray that had been so nastily blocking our view of the road home. the clouds separated and transmuted into various chunky, fluffy shapes surrounding a widening sun gap. blue sky melted over the landscape, dripping its hope brightly on our windows. thanks mom!

also, i have just recently been reading books by and about PSYCHIC MEDIUMS. the one i am reading now is called "talking to heaven", and was written by james van praagh. i have several more books on order from amazon, including ones by john edward of "crossing over" fame. in the car today as we dragged along the pass, i read the chapter on developing my OWN psychic abilities - in order to communicate better with my mom from the "other side" - and about the chakras' involvement in the process of honing my spiritual skills.

i am also now particularly interested in learning about the THIRD CHAKRA, as this is the one that includes the LIVER. mom's and my connection with each other goes so deep, and permeates every level of my and her existence. one of the most outstanding elements of our "connection", of course, is the LITERAL, PHYSICAL one, in that she took an actual, physical piece of ME - of MY BODY - with her when she crossed over!! i learned today that the third chakra is associated with the color yellow, and is the root of emotional balance, personal power, and metabolic energy. also, its primal essense is that of the WILL. its element is fire.

i was dreading the holidays this year, and i must say, my birthday - on december 23 - was very, awfully painful and hard to deal with. i was dreading christmas even more, but once again - as so often happens lately - i found that my heart was protected from feeling that ultimate pain every minute. instead, i was united with two new friends, a couple - dana and makai - who are those kind of people you connect with instantly and deeply upon your initial meeting. the first day i met them, they and i were "randomly" surfing at the same beach in kona, called pine trees. we struck up a conversation, and found out that dana's dad and my dad KNEW EACH OTHER in CHICAGO about 30 years ago!! they ran with the same crowd and had mutual friends, and even knew each other as acquaintances!! as my mom would be quick to point out, this was incredible COSMIC SYNCHRONICITY! all three of us agreed on that, and so our friendship, from its inception, was founded on the recognition of its specialness. again - thanks mom!

they picked me up on christmas morning, which i tried to move smoothly through without the in-your-face aspect of presents or other commercial or traditional hoopla. my goal then was simply to make it through the holiday with spirit in tact, and have a peaceful day if i could.

and i did. the three of us hiked up hualalai - a forested, mountainous area near kona at up near 6,000 feet elevation. we gazed down into tremendous craters, and marveled at the pleasant crispness of the air up there. we talked about the fact that this year, the birth of jesus, the first day of hannukah (the festival of lights, which commemorates and celebrates' jews' freedom), and some important day on the mayan calendar...all fell on the same day!

i had never once thought about the mayan calendar until makai brought up the subject, mentioning that the 25th of december this year marked some form of "new year" or day of creation. he said that the three words typically associated with this day were "death", "eternity", and "ancestors". i found this quite telling, "cosmically synchronistic", and amazing. as within myself, i had already redefined the meaning of the day, making it about finding new ways of spending christmas with my mom - spirit alongside spirit; spirit within spirit.

since entertaining those morsels of information, i have jumped into hordes of internet articles and websites about the mayan prophecies for the "end times of polarity". (this is the name i give the predicted day of EARTHLY TRANSFORMATION because for one, they do not call it the "end of the world" because its associated connotations are not accurate; and because my mom wrote a poem with this title, which was completely relevant to the discussion, even though it did not relate directly to the mayan predictions). strangely enough, what began my real search was an e-mail i received from my grandparents, whose subject heading was "MAYAN INFO". i thought this interesting because, as i said, i had never learned anything about mayan culture - or been moved to - until the christmas day hike! what really got me going was that the title of the article, which was brilliantly revealed when i opened the e-mail, was "Mayan Elder Info"...THE WORLD WILL NOT END.

This stuff is so incredibly interesting, and combines so perfectly with all the other discoveries my mom has led me to recently. i could not do it justice at this point, as i am barely learning myself. but i highly recommend looking it up and reading about it! just put "mayan calendar" into the google engine, and a million sites with the date DECEMBER 21, 2012 (12/21/12) will pop up. essentially, the mayan prophecy suggests that we are indeed nearing the end times of life as we know it one earth; that we are in a phase of massive transition right now as a species going through spiritual evolution; and that this shift will not be riddled with fire and brimstone and hell's fury coming to singe the sinners. rather, it is going to be a POSITIVE CHANGE, a beautiful change, and that each of us has a special role to play in its unfolding! we are to move away from the darkness of divisiveness and war, and toward the LIGHT within ourselves, for this is where our souls will form a united front and move forward as a collective force.

i find this amazing too, because this was EXACTLY what mom was all about! this was her understanding; these were the - not ideas or concepts - but TRUTHS she understood, accepted, and lived by.

as we come upon the end of 2005, we come to the close to this difficult holiday season - one marked by many sad "firsts" - first b-day, christmas, hannukah, and new year without mom's physical presence. and especially, NEW YEAR'S EVE at a quarter to midnight - the one year anniversary of mom's ascension into realms of higher vibration.

as this day approaches, i am thinking about how i want to further this collective change toward positivity and a healthy future. i want to learn to meditate, and be in the best possible physical shape i can be, so as to open my own mediumistic channels to the best of my ability. i want to bask in the glorious and sacred beauty of hawaii, communing with the whales and dolphins, as i believe they are mediums for spiritual connection tohigher realms. and i truly believe that mom will work with them as a way of communicating effectively with me.

mostly, i will reflect on my amazing mom's incredible wisdom, spiritual insight, and the endless blessing of her complete, enveloping LOVE. when faced with any situation, great or small in importance, i will ask myself, WWJD? what would jesus do? and what would JENNIE do?

in line at the grocery store, she would smile with love in her heart at the clerk who would ring her up. she would ask him how his day was going, and tell him she hoped he didn't have to work all day, so he could go out and enjoy the beautiful day!

in the compant of those less spiritually inclined or evolved, she would humbly approach them as her teachers, and listen to what wisdom their hearts might impart, whether they meant for them to or not.

on a day like christmas, she would make sure that everyone she loved knew that she needed nothing by way of gifts - for WE (her children, her family, her friends) were the greatest gifts god could have given her.

i feel that way about her, and about the amazing people and animals in my life - my dad, sisters, nephews, aunts, uncles, grandparents, and friends - all of whom have helped me survive this year of agonizing grief and heart-sickness. YOU are the greatest gift from GOD. and i am blessed beyond this life and infinite others, to have you...and to have had (and still HAVE) the most incredible MOTHER since EARTH HERSELF.

i hope the new year brings peace and health to everyone's hearts. BLESSINGS.