I have been seeing mom in dreams a lot lately. in one i had the other night, i saw mom everywhere - in everything - literally. i remember specifically looking into a copper-colored toaster, and seeing mom...dancing. she was throwing her arms all around, like she always did, as if she was trying extra hard to tell me she was "there". "here". everywhere. In the same dream, I remember a flash of looking into a mirror, and seeing HER face so distinctly in mine, it took me aback. i actually had to stop looking at the reflection, because it was too intense.
i had one last night in which i was hanging out with gavin, though he was just a toddler, maybe 2 years old. he was crawling around on the bed, and he said "Nana", and then acted as if he was listening for her. or maybe saw and felt her spirit as she entered the room. actually, it was as if she entered "him". because he looked at me, and spoke clearly (though in an infant's voice), the words "they're mostly human all the time". then he smiled a huge BRUMM smile - just like mom's smile, when she used to crinkle her nose and her dimple would appear and her eyes would twinkle with love and light.
i don't exactly know what that meant. but i remember thinking (in the dream) that it meant that spirits work through those of us still in human form.
over all, her message lately seems to be that we can - and should - see our lost-but-not-lost loved ones in everything and everyone around us. especially in our own reflections.
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